Dear God,
I don't understand. I just don't get it.
God: where do you feel me?
Me: In the clouds, in the wind, in the earth, the sun that rises from behind the mountains. In the storm clouds and the energy of the sky and earth.
God: so why do you not seek me there?
Me: Because I'm to busy seeking something else, I guess. It's hard to visualize you as these things. I have placed you up above in heaven somewhere looking down at the earth.
God: Am I not God? Am I not contained?
Me: I guess you are when I contain you in the image I have set you in.
God: Am I not in the moon?
Me: Yes, though I have tried to see you there, it didn't work to well.
God: You see me as a human. You see me with a body, like you, but invincible.
Me: Yes.
God:What about the birds that guide you?
Me: I see them as your messengers.
God:You see me one place,
Me:but I feel you from time to time on the earth.
God: What is it that you desire?
Me: I'm not sure. Not this. Not feeling like I failed once again. Not being able to connect to anything. Not feeling stuck. No feeling hope and then everything crashing down once again.
God: You know there is something around you.
Me: Yes, I know
God: yet you o nothing to change it. you allow it to consume you. it's literally sucking the life out of you. Why do you allow it to do that>
Me: I don't know. That's the problem. It's like my soul has given up. I want good things, but I can't seem to pull myself out of this, whatever it is that I am.
God: You need healing and not a one time fix. It won't do. If you desire what you say you desire, do it each night for 7 nights. Bask in the pools, the healing pools of avalon and allow your soul to rejoice in the moment. The healing you need is soul healing and it goes beyond what you have known before. Do this for 7 nights straight. Do not falter. If you do this, things will begin to change and opportunites will open up for you. Do you trust me?
Me: Yes.
God:The wounds you have inflicted over the years have never fully been washed away. You need healing of the soul. Trust in me and trust in this process. Belief is 2/3 of the battle.
Do I feel far away now?
Me: No, actually you feel quite close at the moment. Your voice is clear.
God: Why do you think that is?
Me: Because I desire it. Also because I am blocking everything else out at the moment and I am believing in what I hear.
God: I think your ready now :)
Me: Thank you
God: Anytime!
I don't understand. I just don't get it.
God: where do you feel me?
Me: In the clouds, in the wind, in the earth, the sun that rises from behind the mountains. In the storm clouds and the energy of the sky and earth.
God: so why do you not seek me there?
Me: Because I'm to busy seeking something else, I guess. It's hard to visualize you as these things. I have placed you up above in heaven somewhere looking down at the earth.
God: Am I not God? Am I not contained?
Me: I guess you are when I contain you in the image I have set you in.
God: Am I not in the moon?
Me: Yes, though I have tried to see you there, it didn't work to well.
God: You see me as a human. You see me with a body, like you, but invincible.
Me: Yes.
God:What about the birds that guide you?
Me: I see them as your messengers.
God:You see me one place,
Me:but I feel you from time to time on the earth.
God: What is it that you desire?
Me: I'm not sure. Not this. Not feeling like I failed once again. Not being able to connect to anything. Not feeling stuck. No feeling hope and then everything crashing down once again.
God: You know there is something around you.
Me: Yes, I know
God: yet you o nothing to change it. you allow it to consume you. it's literally sucking the life out of you. Why do you allow it to do that>
Me: I don't know. That's the problem. It's like my soul has given up. I want good things, but I can't seem to pull myself out of this, whatever it is that I am.
God: You need healing and not a one time fix. It won't do. If you desire what you say you desire, do it each night for 7 nights. Bask in the pools, the healing pools of avalon and allow your soul to rejoice in the moment. The healing you need is soul healing and it goes beyond what you have known before. Do this for 7 nights straight. Do not falter. If you do this, things will begin to change and opportunites will open up for you. Do you trust me?
Me: Yes.
God:The wounds you have inflicted over the years have never fully been washed away. You need healing of the soul. Trust in me and trust in this process. Belief is 2/3 of the battle.
Do I feel far away now?
Me: No, actually you feel quite close at the moment. Your voice is clear.
God: Why do you think that is?
Me: Because I desire it. Also because I am blocking everything else out at the moment and I am believing in what I hear.
God: I think your ready now :)
Me: Thank you
God: Anytime!
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