I'm been trying to finish a meditation for about a week now. I visualize myself walking under the full moon in a snow covered field that borders a dense forest. I can hear the ice crunching under my feet. I can hear the deafening silence that comes with the snow falling and I can feel the wetness on my face. As I walk I reach an ice covered lake and I sit...waiting. As images start to emerge, I get interrupted and I can't seem to finish the meditation. It's normally due to life situations but I can't help to feel that something more is blocking this particular one. Yet I feel the pull to complete it. We have been having some paranormal activity in our backyard over the last couple of weeks. The lastest was this morning when our dog was laying on the bed and out of the blue, turned his head to the backyard and started growling. He was so freaked out that the hair on his back stood straight up. He just kept growling and I could see the fear in his eyes. He's a protective dog so normally he goes right to the source, but today he kept backing away. We went to the window and saw nothing. So my husband goes out into the yard and normally the dog follows to make sure everything is ok, but today he didn't even want to go outside. We got him out there for a second and stayed by the wall and then ran back in. This is totally not him.
It's not uncommon for us to get spiritual activity but this one really scared him. I think it's important to finish this meditation and later to cleanse the backyard so I'm going to try and do it through writing it. I was going to start again and once again I was interrupted. I found myself getting a little irritated until my daughter sat down and started telling me about her psychic abilities. I always knew she was highly psychic but it's very difficult to talk to a child about their abilities because no matter how simple you try to explain it, it's a very complex thing. I taught her a few techniques but never really worked with any of them on it. After today, I realized that she is no longer a child, and neither is my son and they have such amazing gifts to share with the world, it's time. It's time to show them what they can really do. It's time to teach them to control it and not have it control them. I'm finding a new direction to take my own abilities in and it has given me a new motivation on where to channel that energy. These abilities are a gift, not for us, but given to us to share with the rest of the world and it's time to start showing them how to do that. If they don't learn from me, they will learn on their own, and I always wished I had someone when I was young to tell me, to show me.
I have decided to start working on an exercise for them once a week, one's that are more tailor made towards each one's gifts.
I also realized that pushing my own gifts aside, it still doesn't change who I am. It will always come and it will continue to come for my kids. It is who we are, and they will continue to grow in it, with or without me. I want it to be with me. I want to be their teacher, their mentor. I want to be the one who show's them. We need to be the one's who teach them. My daughter's abilities mirror my own with the exception of the weather. She's see's the mystical and magickal everywhere, as I once did. And my son has his dad's healing abilities. The kid is quite amazing. I hurt my arm about 5 years back and he put his hands on me. He did this saw motion thing like he was cutting away the pain, and when he was done, I had no more pain. So yeah, it's time for them to learn to tap into their own power and I am the one who is blessed enough to show them. It makes it easier knowing that all my struggles with my own gifts as a child is what gave me the knowledge I have on it today and will allow me to teach them in ways that noone else can. What a blessing our children are.
It's not uncommon for us to get spiritual activity but this one really scared him. I think it's important to finish this meditation and later to cleanse the backyard so I'm going to try and do it through writing it. I was going to start again and once again I was interrupted. I found myself getting a little irritated until my daughter sat down and started telling me about her psychic abilities. I always knew she was highly psychic but it's very difficult to talk to a child about their abilities because no matter how simple you try to explain it, it's a very complex thing. I taught her a few techniques but never really worked with any of them on it. After today, I realized that she is no longer a child, and neither is my son and they have such amazing gifts to share with the world, it's time. It's time to show them what they can really do. It's time to teach them to control it and not have it control them. I'm finding a new direction to take my own abilities in and it has given me a new motivation on where to channel that energy. These abilities are a gift, not for us, but given to us to share with the rest of the world and it's time to start showing them how to do that. If they don't learn from me, they will learn on their own, and I always wished I had someone when I was young to tell me, to show me.
I have decided to start working on an exercise for them once a week, one's that are more tailor made towards each one's gifts.
I also realized that pushing my own gifts aside, it still doesn't change who I am. It will always come and it will continue to come for my kids. It is who we are, and they will continue to grow in it, with or without me. I want it to be with me. I want to be their teacher, their mentor. I want to be the one who show's them. We need to be the one's who teach them. My daughter's abilities mirror my own with the exception of the weather. She's see's the mystical and magickal everywhere, as I once did. And my son has his dad's healing abilities. The kid is quite amazing. I hurt my arm about 5 years back and he put his hands on me. He did this saw motion thing like he was cutting away the pain, and when he was done, I had no more pain. So yeah, it's time for them to learn to tap into their own power and I am the one who is blessed enough to show them. It makes it easier knowing that all my struggles with my own gifts as a child is what gave me the knowledge I have on it today and will allow me to teach them in ways that noone else can. What a blessing our children are.
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