It's Time to Come Out of the Mist.

I woke up the last two days feel a little strange. Yesterday I woke up a feeling a bit empowered. I always get the "Christmas Blues" right after Christmas but the night before I had a dream. Facing my fear of an early death. The resolution came when I saw myself older and still alive. The thing is emotionally, I was in the same place I was now. Spending all this time I have left worrying about the time I have left and not focusing that energy on taking advantage of that time and making it the most I can. I also dreamed of spirits and wondering why they seem to revisit a particular place. I didn't even know I was question it, but I woke up fully understanding. Though now, looking hindsight, since there is no time in that place, time stands still, no moving forward or backwards. And I feel they may be trying to tell me something. But I felt strong though, like something was resolved, but not quite sure what.

This morning I woke up telling myself to go for my psychology degree. I have been seriously thinking about going back to school, but to be honest, even with online school, my current work schedule is so messed up that there is no real point to even making plans. I also thought about my job now. I have been doing this going on 8 years, 8 YEARS!! and the best I can get is making $10 an hour. I promoted once and moved and was unable to find an open position, but now it's all about who you know and not what you know. The one's I know who have the "power" I'm not close to. I'm not a brown noser, and I would much rather be chosen due to my skills, not my ability to be someone's personal doormat.

I know things need to change and I know that the direction I'm going in is not the direction I'm supposed to be. It's time to seriously take some inventory of my life and be clear about the direction I want to go. I have something that I can use and I'm not using it. I'm not asking, not seriously, for help. I'm looking for something tangible. I have to many many people who depend on me financially and it's holding me back spiritually. I'm superwoman to my family, but it's not enough. I have to balance, no I have to merge both but I'm still not sure how to do it yet.

I also woke up feeling I need to take my spirituality more seriously. I have lost the sacredness of it. It's time to seriously build and capitalize on this energy, especially with the full moon coming, use that energy as a serious energy boost to launch this petition out there.

December Energy

I have tried to study the moon phases for many years. I often read the typical correspondents associated with different phases and realized that I haven't really spent alot of time discovering what the moon phases mean to me. I often find that the moon phases come and go and I am still trying to figure out how to harness the power, with little to no results. The reason why is because it holds no meaning to me. Sure, I feel the power, but a without specific intention, that power is nothing more then wasted energy. But in order to have a specific intention, I need to feel that energy. I need more then a simple common explanation.  I need to understand what it means to me, and that is the purpose of this blog.

The Dark Moon in December is upon us and I can feel the cloak of darkness around the earth. I think back to the Native Americans when smaller tribes used the darkness to hide themselves from their enemies, protecting them in her shadow. So I find a strong protective energy around her. This would be a great time to use the charged stones and use them for protection around the home, cars, or personal protection.

The darkness is also mysterious. The darkness holds all that is hidden and unknown. If you walk into a dark room, you can not rely on your own eyes to see, for it is to dark, so you are required to use your intuition to guide you through the room. So this energy also feels to be great time to enhance psychic abilities and intuition. Couple that with this month's Wolf Moon which the wolf is symbolic for intuition, This month's dark moon feel like a very powerful time to draw in some serious psychic energy!

In the dark, we are more desperately seeking light. And when we see it, we are naturally drawn to it. If we walk in a dark room and someone opens the door, our first instinct is to walk towards the door where the light is shining in. (under normal circumstances,of course). In fact, if the room is  pitch black, we are more likely to run to it! It's no different for lost souls. 

This combination of  intuition/psychic senses, protection, and heightened desire for the light  is the perfect combination for spirit crossing! I used to think the full moon would be a good time to guide them since it was so bright, but a tiny candles shines more brightly in the darkest room, then a candle lit with the lights on. This makes sense on why I felt more drawn to do it on the dark moon.


This again is the Wolf Moon and I feel drawn to connect with the energy of the wolf. I know some recognize it more in January but that's the beauty of being a Mystic, you don't follow what others say, but heighten on the energy you feel around you. And I feel the Wolf's energy strong this month. The instinct,intuition, survival, strength, knowledge, wisdom,preparation. The cold days are upon us and each of these are essential to the survive the lean months ahead. 

This month is a very powerful month. I need to capitalize on it while it is still here. The energy always seem to run high and then when January comes, it's like that energy is gone. I need to use that energy to prepare the way of the upcoming year. This will be my focus for the full moon this month.

I feel like I have alot of spiritual work to do this month. I feel like I also have to prepare.